Alone

I never had any idea how lonely being a mom is! I mean... I have my kids ALL the time, and Ryan is normally around, and I have my mom, dad, and two sisters just down the street, but I feel SO alone. Like nobody gets me, nobody understands what I do and how hard I work, and what I've given up to give my kids a "normal" life! It's just.... i don't know... depressing! Life has just really been kicking my ass lately.......